Despair. That's the first thing I felt. Anger. It comes, but it went off immediately. Frustration. That stays. For a while now. Ego. That I have to learn to set aside. Stay low. That's quite easy. Let go. That's the most difficult.
This is the biggest sacrifice that I have to do for him. The one that I swallowed the hardest.
So they say, a tough cookie I am. Am I ?
